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All Front And Center... http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/ <div><embed allowscriptaccess="never" src="http://widget-69.slide.com/widgets/slideticker.swf" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" scale="noscale" salign="l" wmode="transparent" flashvars="cy=fr&il=1&channel=2594073385367594857&site=widget-69.slide.com" name="flashticker" width="426" align="middle'/" height="320"><div style="width: 426px;text-align: left;"><a href="http://www.slide.com/pivot?cy=fr&at=un&id=2594073385367594857&map=1" target="_blank"><img src="http://widget-69.slide.com/p1/2594073385367594857/fr_t016_v000_s0un_f00/images/xslide1.gif" ismap="ismap' /" border="0"></a> <a href="http://www.slide.com/pivot?cy=fr&at=un&id=2594073385367594857&map=2" target="_blank"><img src="http://widget-69.slide.com/p2/2594073385367594857/fr_t016_v000_s0un_f00/images/xslide2.gif" ismap="ismap' /" border="0"></a> <a href="http://www.slide.com/pivot?cy=fr&at=un&id=2594073385367594857&map=F" target="_blank"><img src="http://widget-69.slide.com/p4/2594073385367594857/fr_t016_v000_s0un_f00/images/xslide42.gif" ismap="ismap' /" border="0"></a></div></div> Mon, 18 Aug 2008 16:33:01 -0000 Mon, 4 Aug 2008 15:05:55 -0000 All Front And Center... http://images.ianthemonica.multiply.com/logo http://ianthemonica.multiply.com 100 100 BAHA SA UST-ESPANA july 31, 2008. UST became an official island. P. noval, Espana, Lacson and Dapitan lahat http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/video/item/69/BAHA_SA_UST-ESPANA Mon, 4 Aug 2008 15:05:55 -0000 KAKULITAN NAMIN NI CHYRUSH! during photography class, while mam nacario was checking our http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/170/KAKULITAN_NAMIN_NI_CHYRUSH Sun, 3 Aug 2008 12:33:40 -0000 FUNNY CUTE SPOOF PICTURES these pictures are soo sooo funny! especially the dalmatian and the dog spy! hahaha. super loved http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/169/FUNNY_CUTE_SPOOF_PICTURES Sun, 3 Aug 2008 12:29:16 -0000 SHOTS FOR PHOTOGRAPHY CLASS: JULY this is for my photography class, i uploaded it since it's been so long since the last time i uploaded some files. anyway, the shots with the poster color is for depth of field and the other shots are for the several elements of designs like color, texture, play of shadow, perspective, framed, color and such... others are also for depth of field with random http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/168/SHOTS_FOR_PHOTOGRAPHY_CLASS_JULY Sun, 3 Aug 2008 12:22:40 -0000 Goodbye Nana ilang beses kong pinaulit ulit sinabi ng sinabi mahal kita mahal kita aalagaan kita.. <a href="http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SIypiwoKCt8AAChqC541"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.ianthemonica.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SIypiwoKCt8AAChqC541/IMG-7322.JPG?et=wHBOGPrF02I5tQ6jStDEQQ&nmid=0" border="0"></a> nagcocomputer ako.. nanunuod ng movie sa crunchyroll nang bigla kong narinig na nagiingay si nana. kinabahan ako kasi alam kong... malapit na. tinignan ko siya at nakita ko na naghihingalo na siya. tinawag ko ng malakas yung pangalan niya "Nana! Nana! Nana!! kaya pa yan nana..." pero derederetso lang siya.. hinawakan ko yung kamay niya at kinapit niya yung kuko niya sa daliri ko. alam ko na,, eto na.. dali dali akong bumaba sa hagdan at tinawag si manang.. "ate.. si nana... nahihirapan na huminga.." tinignan ko si nana.,. pilit ko siyang tinitignan sa mata niya.. at paulit ulit kong siniigaw ang pangalan niya.. "nana.... nana..." nakakunot ang nuo niya... nakamulat ng husto yung mata niya. in less than 3 seconds... nawala na yung kunot ng muka niya.. lumiit yung mata niya... inulit kong sabihin yung pangalan niya.. "nana... paalam nana..." kumuha ako ng dyaryo sa lamesa at tinakpan siya.. since 1am... http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/journal/item/38/Goodbye_Nana Sun, 27 Jul 2008 17:25:36 -0000 Whatevaaaahhh How can I stop the time? Looking at the clock, I see that time is running out. by YOU reading this, you already lost 10-20 seconds of your life. and that 20 seconds... it is something you can never take back. In no relation to my introduction.... This past few weeks, I am really pissed off... the worst part is, I am pissing MYSELF off. So as I recall... this few weeks behind me was so clear that i started thinking about nonsense things that i've never thought abt before. it stirred out a lot of my emotions, for one I feel invisible.. people treat me invisible.. Don't they understand that this time is a crucial time for me. I don't need people who makes me feel like a nobody. call me EMO or what... I DON'T CARE. We all need to be loved! I need to feel loved. I need to feel that people DO care for me, maybe in a humor sense of way.. i dont care what way they make me feel it. WHY?? why?? you ask me why i am being like this? i'll tell you a little secret of mine.. I AM an unwanted child.. Yo... http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/journal/item/36/Whatevaaaahhh Fri, 18 Jul 2008 14:09:21 -0000 INVICTUS Out of the night that covers me,       Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be       For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of Circumstance       I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of Chance        My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears       Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years       Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate,       How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate:       I am the captain of my soul. by <a style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);text-decoration: underline;" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/William_Ernest_Henley" title="William Ernest Henley">William Ernest Henley</a> http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/journal/item/35/INVICTUS Fri, 18 Jul 2008 13:22:41 -0000 Euthanasia i am so lost! ano ba? what do i have to do? they said kailangan na i-euthanasia ng cat ko. she's sick and wala nang cure. what do i do? i dont want nana to die but everyday that i see nana, i feel so hurt kasi she is in pain and she is very weak na. they said it's up to me.. but kung ako lang talaga.. i'll use every money i have just to treat her pero mukang wala na talaga. i am praying for a miracle now!! she's just like my babay.. i feed her everyday, kiss her forhead everynight, rub her till she falls asleep on my lap, say i love you nana every chance i get, talk to her at times i have problems sing her songs... argh!! ayoko mamatay si nana,,, pero nasasaktan ako na araw araw nakikita ko siya na nasasaktan. you? what do you think? I want to save her life... but by saving her life means i have to let her sleep na? GOD!! PLEASE?? I NEED A MIRACLE FOR MY POOR KITTY!<img style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/cat.png"> http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/journal/item/33/Euthanasia Tue, 15 Jul 2008 17:23:18 -0000 just fall on me naaalala niya lang ako pag may kailangan siya or kapag may problema siya o kung malungkot siya okay lang naman.. masaya naman ako na tinutulungan ko siiya.. naisip ko tuloy.. im NEVER the girlfriend type.. im ALWAYS and ALWAYS WILL BE just the bestfriend type. but it's okay. just fall on me. i got your back<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/wink.png">! http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/journal/item/30/just_fall_on_me Mon, 7 Jul 2008 18:35:29 -0000 PSI BASIC BATCH 222 http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/167/PSI_BASIC_BATCH_222 Sun, 6 Jul 2008 15:04:10 -0000 NEKO HONTONI KAWAIII!!!!! cats are really http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/video/item/68/NEKO_HONTONI_KAWAIII Wed, 2 Jul 2008 15:23:07 -0000 SALINGGAWI ARTISTS DANCING TIGER POWER still sa salinggawi http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/video/item/67/SALINGGAWI_ARTISTS_DANCING_TIGER_POWER Wed, 2 Jul 2008 15:08:52 -0000 RANDOM SALINGGAWI PIX mostly sa salinggawi http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/165/RANDOM_SALINGGAWI_PIX Wed, 2 Jul 2008 14:56:46 -0000 SIKSIKAN SA MRT we went sa magallanes.. grabe rush hour! super siksikan..but it was fun.. see? we even took pictures! hahaha MRT = http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/164/SIKSIKAN_SA_MRT Wed, 2 Jul 2008 14:52:04 -0000 SALINGGAWI RECRUITMENT 101 BOOTH SET UP nagkandahirap hirap kaming dalhin tong malaking logo na to from annex to the booth. pero good thing buhay pa siya because we had this pa since nung salinggawi concert nung feb. booth only up to tomorrow.. sali na sa http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/163/SALINGGAWI_RECRUITMENT_101_BOOTH_SET_UP_ Wed, 2 Jul 2008 14:43:52 -0000 CYRUS AND ME ang ever so vain, ever so conyo, ever so........ uhm....... yeah!!! hahah! cyrus, me and some pix of http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/162/CYRUS_AND_ME Wed, 2 Jul 2008 14:36:42 -0000 Pressured lagi nalang silang magkekwentuhan about work. yes, I am happy for them because what i've been hearing are nice stories naman.. but it makes me feel pressured! as in super pressure whenever i hear them kwento. We all work sa same company with the same positions. the problem is just that I am still studying pa... and advertising is a heavy course. ang dami kong ginagawa so di ko matutukan yung work na assigned saakin. and mas nakakaasar pa, whenever na may problem with other branches regarding sa stocks and products and expiration dates, branch ko yung madalas nasisisi. yes, they are at fault pero i feel bad kasi ako ang in charge sakanila. and even though i know naman na you don't intend to blame me, i feel.. well... blamed. cuz and insy, graduate na kayo.. ako nagaaral pa, UST pa, SALINGGAWI pa, advertising... my classes are up to 8pm. I am glad na maganda nangyayare sa branch niyo,,, but PLEASE hindi naman siguro laging wrhse ang may kasalanan. Madami akong plates.. buti kayo yan lang... http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/journal/item/28/Pressured Tue, 1 Jul 2008 17:56:26 -0000 Bitbit my Bestfriend... <a href="http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SF-TUwoKCt8AAAK0wlA1"><img class="alignright" src="http://images.ianthemonica.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SF-TUwoKCt8AAAK0wlA1/IMG_7172.JPG?et=J88cvVvfMvNEFQ1SNBgxjA&nmid=0" border="0"></a>eto nanaman ako.. paulit ulit kong pinapatugtog yung "Little Wonders by Rob Thomas" at namamaga na ang mata ko sa kaiiyak. paano ko ba bubuhayin ang patay? kung pwede lang sana... "Let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder, don't you know, the hardest part is over..." sabi nila kapag daw namatay ka na, makakalimutan mo daw lahat ng nangyari sayo dito sa earth pati lahat ng mga nakilala mo, mabubura. well, ewan ko lang kasi hindi pa naman ako patay. ano ba namang malay ko? pero kung totoo nga yun.. wag naman sana. kasi ayoko yata na makaliutan ako ni bitbit. isa pang sabi nila, ang mga hayop daw walang kaluluwa. pag namatay daw sila, tapos na ang existence nila. well, isa pang malay ko! hindi naman ako hayop,. pero ako? di ako naniniwala! sa mga aso at pusa at ibon at kung ano pa mang hayop na minahal ko, alam ko may kaluluwa sila para makaramdam. patay na si bitbit.. kanina lang umaga. june 23, 2008. para sa mga nakakakilala sakaniya.. gusto ko lang iparating sainyo. hindi ako okay.... http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/journal/item/27/Bitbit_my_Bestfriend... Mon, 23 Jun 2008 16:53:28 -0000 PALAWAN DAY 8 (may 26, 2008) bye bye Palawan.... hindi delayed yung flight namin going home.. that's a big http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/161/PALAWAN_DAY_8_may_26_2008 Sun, 22 Jun 2008 08:59:42 -0000 PALAWAN DAY 7 (may 25, 2008) went to the beach and bum lang around navforwest. then treat ni kuya cesar sa itoy's. (correct me if im http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/160/PALAWAN_DAY_7_may_25_2008 Sun, 22 Jun 2008 07:25:15 -0000 4:20am why is my heart in so much pain? every beat hurts. every second is like murder. maybe later it will beat just the same. or maybe later, i'll be dead. can you see my tears behind my smile? it's rushing in my face in the trace of every laughter.   http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/journal/item/26/420am Tue, 17 Jun 2008 20:20:29 -0000 3:15am where can i find this so called happiness? i thought i can buy it from the store but it wasn't for sale. i thought i can get it from the internet but it wasn't there also. i thought maybe it's inside my wallet but it was just full of plastic cards. i finally found out where it is, it was in the pictures that i had taken with my friends. it was in the music inspired artists wrote it was in my mom it was in my friends i found it... but i couldn't have it. http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/journal/item/25/315am Tue, 17 Jun 2008 19:15:56 -0000 PALAWAN DAY 6 (may 24, 2008) crocodile farm, baker's hill, butterfly house and http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/159/PALAWAN_DAY_6_may_24_2008 Thu, 12 Jun 2008 12:58:15 -0000 PALAWAN DAY 5 (may 23, 2008) walked around the city then went to the museum, then palengke and dinner and nightlife with molleda family. http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/158/PALAWAN_DAY_5_may_23_2008 Thu, 12 Jun 2008 12:09:31 -0000 PALAWAN DAY 4 (may 22, 2008) we went island hopping. first, honda bay, then rented a boat to pandan island, snake island, passed by starfish island and went snorkling at magbato. you can imagine our sunburn, staying under the sun from 10am to 5pm. OUCH!! it was fun http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/157/PALAWAN_DAY_4_may_22_2008 Wed, 11 Jun 2008 15:45:00 -0000 PALAWAN DAY 3 (may 21, 2008) we went to underground river, we were asked to leave early kasi kasaby namina ng Pinoy Big Brother na magshooshoot sa underground river. then we went to sabang falls... anything in between those places, wag niyo na alamin! http://ianthemonica.multiply.com/photos/album/156/PALAWAN_DAY_3_may_21_2008 Tue, 10 Jun 2008 17:25:27 -0000